it’s ridiculous how much I miss him.
I wanna go to homecoming with my best friend. But there is no way that will ever happen.
Everyone is gonna get so sick of all these posts, but I don’t really care. I miss him so much. I know I shouldn’t, but I do. He was my world, and I miss him more than the world. He’s off talking to so many girls and everything, but I still want him. I miss him so much. I can get over the fact that we aren’t together. I can get over that. I just can’t get over the fact that he took my best friend from me and didn’t say a word to me about it. I want my boyfriend back, but I can get past that. What I can’t get past is that I want my best friend. I miss my best friend. I don’t know who to talk to anymore because he’s the one that knew everything, the one I told everything to. And now, he’s not even a part of my life anymore. I may think he’s an asshole and everything, but he’s still my best friend.
I thought I was okay. We haven’t been talking. I’ve been trying to keep my mind off everything. Even talking about everything but that. But I just can’t fucking do this. I fucking want my best friend.
I miss him so much. I can’t fucking do this.
Someone please answer these questions. Either message me or something…
So homecoming is a month from now, and Darrius and I broke up a few days ago, but I am going to try and get him back by homecoming, or at least ask him to homecoming. How do I do this? How do I ask him? And most importantly, how do I get him back?
And just like that, after 26 months, it’s over. I’m so lost. I don’t know what to do. I miss my best friend more than the world.