Anonymous said: if you need someone to talk to im always here for you. always
Darrius and I were suppose to have another sleepover this weekend and now he’s in Jefferson all weekend :(
You are the person that five years from now I wanna be marrying and ten years from now be starting a family with. You really are. After seeing how you are with Nolan, you’re gonna be such a good dad. You’re so sweet and just perfect. You’re so patient with Nolan, and just, whoever is lucky enough to start a family with you is beyond blessed. And I hope whoever that lucky girl is, that you’re with her forever. I really mean that. Because you’re the type of guy that all the fairy tales are about, the guy that comes to mind when girls are reading fairy tales growing up. I want your little girl to look at you and say “daddy, I want to marry a guy that’s just like you are to mommy” and I want your son to wanna grow up and be just like you. I just want everything to be perfect for you. And I want everything to work out for you. You deserve the world and so much more. There is no one in this world that can give you everything you deserve. But I hope you find that one girl that can come the closest. The one you can look at and think “you’re who I’ve been waiting my whole life for. You’re the final piece to my puzzle.” Don’t sell yourself short. You’re amazing and are worth so much more than you give yourself credit for. You deserve the world, and yet you still deserve so much more.
^^^ never thought the time would come that I would be sitting here saying that to Darrius. But it just happened. I said it. And it very much so needed to be said.
Sleepover last night with babe was perfect 😘
All I can do anymore is cry. My world is quickly telling me I’m not enough. I am indirectly told that everyday. Due to that fact, my mind is quickly dropping to a very very low point and a very bad spot that I don’t want to relive again. Unfortunately I have no one to talk to about it because the one person that can make me happy when skies are gray no longer wants to talk to me about cutting. I get yelled at when I mention it and told that if I do there will never be a chance of things working out ever again.