So there’s this boy. He’s pretty much the most amazing person I’ve met in my entire life. We’ve neen together a year and a half, now I know in reality it’s really not that long, but when we’re in high school, it seems like eternity. But that’s what I want. I want eternity with him. I know people always say that you hardly ever find the one you will honestly marry in high school. But here’s the thing. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. I would do anything, be anything for him. He’s been my best friend for the past five years and he’s always been there for me. He’s honest to God the reason I’m still here. You may think I’m joking, but three years ago he saved my life and I will never be able to pay him back for that. Eighteen months later and I still get butterflies when I see him. He still makes me smile like a little girl. I still always want to try and look pretty for him, regardless of where we are going or what we are doing. His smile is to die for. Everything he does makes me fall in love with him all over again. He’s amazing. He’s my best friend. Yes, Hannah is my best girl friend. But that’s all she is. My best GIRL friend. Darrius is my best friend. No one is more important than him, and I can’t imagine life without him. He’s an angle sent from heaven and the greatest thing to ever walk into my life. I hope and I pray that he never leaves. I remember telling him that nothing would ever happen between us, but he never gave up. I’m so thankful for that. I have no idea where I would be without him. I never saw this coming, but I never want it to end. I love him to the moon and back and nothing he ever does could ever change that. He’s my night in shinning armor. He’s my best friend. He’s the greatest thing to ever to happen to me. He’s the love of my life. And he’s without a doubt the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
I want random messages pleaseee ):
Falling asleep at my boyfriends house turns into getting grounded for the weekend because I was too late to be able to drive myself home… It was a complete accident but apparently it’s just an excuse.
Screw you mom. My hip hurts to the point that I’m in tears and you don’t wanna fucking get me medicine because I made you mad? Seriously? Fuck off.
Well, he has AC reconstruction surgery on Monday… I know he’ll be fine, but I’m still scared. I feel like I’m overreacting by crying whenever I think about the pain he is in and what he is going through. But in reality, I’m just scared. I don’t know why because I know he will be fine, but it’s the fact that I can’t be there with him that scares me. I hate seeing him in pain. Especially when I can’t do anything to help him. Seeing him cry is where I cave. It breaks my heart to see this boy in so much pain.
I know he will pull through this and be fine, but please keep Darrius and his family in your prayers. Please.
Seeing him cry kills me. Especially when there’s nothing I can do.